Dating an addict is one of the most difficult things.
but damnit, i am not giving up!

when i look back at old pictures, i realize that i am a horrible friend. i dont know whats wrong with me. but i dont keep very many people close anymore. i always do things to drive people away. i notice that i cant tolerate alot from people. like if someone does something stupid to make me mad, i have formed an opinion about them. or it changes from what it was. and i just say i dont take anyones shit. but if theyre my friends, truely..i will always take their shit. no matter what. so i guess i know what im doing now that i typed it out and can see it. thanks.